I decided to take a break and π what I was doing. I found myself wanting to force things instead of letting things happen, naturally.
Naturally, beloveds, this led to NOTHING but π€ frustration that comes from focusing on the πͺ door and not on what’s behind it.
I stopped by long enough to encourage someone. It’s okay to reset, to catch your breath.
You are doing all that you know. Celebrate your try. Celebrate your want to. Be good to yourself as you move forward.
The way has been slow. Agonizingly so. Enjoy the journey. As I am recovering, I am learning more and more to enjoy as many quiet moments as I can.
I savor the β coffee in the middle of the night when I can’t sleep, wondering how I will make my financial living. This uncertainty is unnerving. It’s unsettling.
It’s during these times that my faith is being tested. Ah, God, ow!
Be encouraged, beloveds. We got this. Rest your mind. The best IS yet to come. Enjoy your NOW. Enjoy YOU now.
I knew enough to keep my mouth shut. I stood down for the day to let my mind quiet.
I don’t want to quit, so much as I want the hard to stop being so blessed hard! Enough already.
I’m fixing to fill my soul with some uplifting music. Then, I am going to watch some motivational πΉ videos and grab a bite to eat.
It’s important to DO something when helpless victim mode comes calling. We are NOT helpless. Things are NOT hopeless.
Be encouraged, beloveds. Even when you are feeling a bit less than hopeful. Especially then.
Change takes time. Accepting change takes time. Understanding that change takes time takes time….lol
Don’t look back. Don’t lose hope. Don’t allow God’s Silence to have you questioning everything.
God’s Silence is actually a sign you can be trusted within it. It means you are being treated like a mindful adult and not a child forever having to be spoonfed.
Keep going. Even when it’s the very last thing you feel like doing. Your dreams will thank you for it.
asking for A Friend, Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: You can do it. You can. Don’t you dare give up on you now. You give your all to everyone but you. You owe it to you to do so.
Note: There is much more to you than you give yourself credit for. Open your heart and let your greatness out for all to see and experience.
I am looking forward to what I can do to be of service. I have been enjoying the learning process. I am learning how to rest. I am learning how to reach out for support. I am learning how to own my mistakes. I am learning how to laugh at myself. I am learning….