Reality has been working my nerves, beloveds.
ALL night.
Dammit.
Then, Reality had the NERVE to wake me BEFORE the sun rose.
Teasing me.
Taunting me.
Encouraging me to:
Quit.
Walk away.
From:
God.
My wasted, as Reality tells it, dreams.
You, as Reality tells it, could give two figs about your dumbness anyway.
Yea, boy, Reality is starting to get desperate. Got to reminding me I am JUST:
One voice.
One try.
A nobody.
A nothing.
One being amongst millions, billions and how will I EVER stand out?
This made me stop being 😡 mad long enough to say:
Reality, you little dummy, don’t you KNOW by now that there is NOTHING just about me!
What’s more, little dummy Reality, One Voice, One Nobody, One Nothing, One Try changed the whole world! His Name is Jesus!
Further more, little dummy Reality, God sees me. God LOVES me. God CARES DEEPLY for my life.
Lastly, all I can do is love folk. Period. They will love me back or they won’t. Period.
My worth has absolutely NOTHING to do with what I give or what is or is not given back to me!😡
Ha!
Reality: 😳
Me:😡💪🥊 🥊!! Shut it!! Get gone!
Reality: K.
Last night I quit. Just a smidge. I was tired. Exhausted. From living in this aftermath. I wanted to hide and pretend all this hard isn’t so hard.
I lie. It’s harder than that. Yet, so is God. I ran to Him and told Him I did NOT want to do another second of this. He said ‘I Know. Keep going’. I got up. I go. Just barely.
going kinda,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: I write these days for those who have secretly given up. Yea, beloveds, I see you. God sees you. It’s why you were sent here. God knew you would need these words. God knew I would need them. Get back up, beloveds. We got thangs to do!
One step.
One step.
One step.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on being…YOU!
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
- REAL TALK: DESPISE NOT SMALL BEGINNINGS, BELOVEDS.👘🦺🥾👟🥿👞🩴👢🩰👡⛑️🔌🕯️🔎🖌️🖋️📢
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