Trying. 😳

My internet provider texted me a bit ago:

UPDATE: We’re sorry this complex network issue is taking longer than expected to resolve. Rest assured, a dedicated team is actively working to restore consistent service. We apologize again for the inconvenience and will continue to provide daily text updates.

I have been hearing this for almost a month now. Instead of diving over the railing, I creates a new GoFundMe:

https://www.gofundme.com/f/stand-with-cassandra-tornado-recovery-fund?utm_source=copy_link&utm_medium=customer&utm_campaign=man_sharesheet_ft&attribution_id=sl:e0951982-d0c9-4781-a455-42e63ec6b8b1

I must admit, I am having a tougher time scraping joy from all this.

Be encouraged. This I tell myself today.

Beloveds, I am going to spill and let you know I fear no one will care, and the world will tell me to kick rocks. Or, ignore my ask. Again.

I think I will go find a cup of ☕ coffee. Perhaps, I have poured out enough love in the world to have woken up The Universe for me today.

I asked God this morning not to let my heart get 💔 broken. Again.

If so, I will remain hopeful.

Ah, God. Where ARE You?

asking for a friend(me),

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note:

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

• COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️‍🩹
• BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
• Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
• Still In Love
• REAL TALK: DESPISE NOT SMALL BEGINNINGS, BELOVEDS.👘🦺🥾👟🥿👞🩴👢🩰👡⛑️🔌🕯️🔎🖌️🖋️📢