Me: I’m over it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!
God: You rang. What’s up.
Me: I’M OVER IT ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!
God: Over what, beloved?
Me: I’m over Your Silence! Your Silence can kick rocks!!!!
God: What else?
Me: I’m over this heat!!!! It’s toooooooooooooooo damned hot already!!!!!
God: What else?
Me: I’m over Your Forever Optimism. “Keep going, Cassandra”. Enough already with that, God!!
God: What else?
Me: I’m over waiting PATIENTLY! I’m over waiting, PERIODTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!! Ack!!! OMG!!!
God: What else?
Me: I’m over being alone. I’m sooooooooooooooooooooo over struggling, financially, alone. I’m ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooover it, God, and almost over You!!!!!
God: What else?
Me: I’m over fighting with the same damned mountains every blasted day. Enough!!!!!!
God: What else?
Me: I’m over….hmmm. I’m over, giving up on myself, when things get hot and hard. I’m over, doubting You, when things are hot and hard. I’m over, beating myself up, when things get hot and hard. I’m over, running away, when things are hot and hard.
God: What will you do?
Me: Get over myself…..hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!
God: Great choice. Hang in there.
Me: How about some coffee?
God: K.
Me: LOL.
This heat is relentless. So much so I would like to just say to hell with everything. I dare not. This time will pass. It’s just so hard getting through it.
It stormed really bad earlier. The storm reminded me of the tornado. I found myself crying and afraid. Crap! I’m tired of feeling afraid. That made myself get up to make a cup of coffee. I decided to reach out and let folks know things will be okay. The only way to get through these hard times is to just get through these hard times.
Don’t let the heat keep you down. Don’t let the heat sap you from your will to keep trying. I want to withdraw from the hard. I want to seek the familiar. I want to hang out with the comfortable. I dare not. I can not. I must not. I will not.
I decided to start my me time early. Want to join me? I’m having coffee and chicken strips. Don’t judge….lol.
Hang in there, beloveds. Everything really will work out okay. Remember that it is okay to NOT be okay until you are okay again. Okay?
I have given myself permission to not be okay today and to simply rest. I have been doing my utmost to be of service. I find myself in need of some service. Ah, God, we could use a refill!
asking for all my friends,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: You can do it. You can. Times are super hard for so many folk, right now. It’s super easy to give into dismay and despair. We can’t afford to. I shall be encouraged for folk who are just too damned hot, tired and hurting to give two flying flips about being about it and keeping it moving.
In case no one has told you today: I love you. So does He.
One step.
One step.
One step.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on being…YOU!
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
- REAL TALK: DESPISE NOT SMALL BEGINNINGS, BELOVEDS.👘🦺🥾👟🥿👞🩴👢🩰👡⛑️🔌🕯️🔎🖌️🖋️📢
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