What are you doing?

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What are you doing?

What are you doing to change your life?

What are you doing to improve your situation?

What are you doing?

Life keeps asking me this question. The universe keeps asking me this question. God keeps asking me this question. I’m trying my best to do something. I’m trying my best to be something. I’m trying to do things that matter. I’m trying to let people know that they matter.

I have tried so hard for others, I’m not sure how to try for myself. Not really. It feels as if my try would never bear fruit. Not really. it seems as if I will never get anywhere.

What are you doing? I asked myself this question every day now. I’m tired of asking questions. I’m ready to move on and live out my dreams in real time. I’m trying to teach myself how. It has been frustrating.

The time grows short.

What are you doing? Who are you doing it for? Is it for you? Is it for someone else? Is it for recognition?

I don’t feel like writing tonight. I don’t feel like encouraging tonight. I’m not feeling very encouraged tonight. I’m trying to do whether I feel like it or not. I’m trying to encourage what I feel like it or not. I’m trying to present my best sales, whether I feel like it or not,

I have spent too many years going for others and not enough time doing for myself. It’s time I put that effort into myself writing wise and career wise. This morning, I made my first attempt at creating a motivational video. It was quite amateurish. I loved it. I’m trying not to despise small beginnings as the bible says.

Things take time. I’m trying to give myself time to learn and to grow. I want the time to hurry. 55 is laughing at me. She says, we are running out of time. Is she right? I am uncertain. Defeat seems inevitable.

You already know what I’m going to say here now, beloveds: Be encouraged. Keep trying. Your try matters. You matter.

What are you doing?

asking for A Friend,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: It’s been a frustrating day trying to figure out what to do and how to do it. I normally enjoy learning. not right now. Learning is tied to trying to make money now. I need money now. I’m trying to make the need of money, not the reason for my try. Frustrating.

I wish I could talk to my mom. I wish I could hear her tell me that everything really will be alright. I wish for so many things. I wish successful your life. I pray that your dreams be fulfilled soon. I pray comfort for those who need comfort. I asked for a special blessings for your life and for those that you care about. I’m asking for friends for those who are alone. A place for healing for those who are sick. I pray great for those who are ready to give up. I sometimes find myself in several of those categories.

Enjoy the rest of your day. Been about the distractions and frustrations to take away the fact that you are doing the best that you know how. Be proud of your try. Be proud of you.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

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