Process then keep it pushing.

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I’m learning.

How to walk through hard.

How to stop blaming hard for being so blasted hard.

I’m learning to process then keep it pushing. No matter what.

It’s a good thing! Wading through all these scam jobs, whilst trying to find legitimate work, just before the holidays has been especially challenging.

It has also been especially challenging allowing myself to heal prior to returning to work.

Honestly, I could use another six months. Financially, I have no options. I’ve paid all of December’s bills with the last of the savings. Egads!

This has been such a learning process. I am appreciating ME now. Now just my try and contribution to the world.

I wish more folk would take the time to process, to feel, to move forward and not stay stuck because things are familiar.

I don’t blame them. I still fight with wanting to rush back to that familiar coffin. Yes, I was stifled. Yet, I KNEW it’s boundaries and limitations. I sometimes miss those boundaries and limitations.

Keep pushing forward, beloveds. Process the hard. Try not to spend too much time angry about the hard.

If I gave into angry at every hard thing, I would be angry every day. Life is much too short for that.

Getting older makes this hard appears to be harder than it is(?).

I’m trying to wait out hard. Geez, but you would think hard would be exhausted by now…lol.

Be encouraged. We got this. Kind of.

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: If you are questioning where you are going, if you are hesitant of every unknown step, you are EXACTLY where you are supposed to be. Enjoy the walk. Take in the fresh air. Enjoy the clouds. Feel the cool breeze. There is more than the hot sun beating down on you.



One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

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