Take your eyes off the waves, beloved.

Me: I’m afraid.

God: Why?

Me: Things are not changing. No matter what I try. No matter what I pray. No matter what I do!

God: Why does this frighten you.

Me: I don’t know how I am going to make it to the other side.

God: Take your eyes off the waves, beloved. Focus on the destination ahead.

Me: Will I make it to the other side?

God: Do you trust Me?

Me: Yes.

God: Do you trust My Character?

Me: Yes.

God: Will you continue to do so even when I grow silent? Even when a sudden course correction is made? Even if you end up in the LAST place you hoped to be?

Me: Ack!😳😥🌪❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥⚒️🚪🤡

Me: *sigh*. Yes.

I dreamed I was trying to find a job. I found myself contemplating calling my old job and trying to get my job back. I was tired of the uncertainty.

Still, getting my old job back won’t settle my spirit. Yes, I would garner temporary relief from having a bit of financial stability. False stability. My age, gender and ethnicity are three strikes in this current climate.

The Bible says, “Let us not be weary in well doing as in due season we shall reap if we faint not.”

I’m trying not to be weary. I want soooooooooo much to faint. The struggle is real.

I do my best not to focus on when. I just do my why. Every day. And wait. And wait. And wait.

God, I’m tired of waiting! Fresh heckamiah.

I ended up closing my mouth and taking a nap. Words are powerful. If you can’t speak life over your circumstances, say nothing! Don’t speak doom and gloom over your today!

Be encouraged. Take your eyes off the 🌊 waves.

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: We will make it some kind of way. In the meantime, take a break from your try. Get some rest for your mind. We can hit the ground running later. Give later permission to hang out with lazy…😂

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

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