I have tried to break up with them many times. I tell them to go away. Yet they remain.
What do I do with these dreams that just won’t quit me? How can I convince them that I am not worthy of them? They seem not to care. They call me. They sing to me. They tell me that greatness is within me and awesome days are without.
My Dreams woo me. They know my name. They tell me there is so many things out there left for me. I want to believe that.
Every time I want to give up my dreams whisper for me to give them just one more try. I think I’ll try. One more time. How about you?
asking for A Friend, Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Keep going. You can make it. Don’t give up on your dreams. Not just yet.
That’s what I told myself. I have been in the middle of a temper tantrum complaining about life. I was fussing about all the things that had happened to me. I had been laying it on thick.
Something in me rose up and told myself to shut up! I told myself to stop complaining and to do something.
I got up and did something….lol.
Sometimes you just have to tell yourself to shut up.
I was talking to my big sis about my plans to give up on my blog and Youtube channels. Stupid me. How dumb was that? What’s the point in taking away my slim and none chances? Dummy me.
At least, I still have a slim to none chance, right? SMH
I just stopped by to tell somebody to keep on keeping on. What’s the point in giving up? Then what? You won’t be any further than you are right now.
If we must lose, let’s make sure we lose in the arena, not in the parking lot!
Change takes time. I’m learning this more and more every day.
In the meantime, I’m learning how to go with the flow. I’ ‘m learning to enjoy life as it is. I’m learning how to accept my thoughts. I’m learning how to accept me when I’m doing my best. I’m learning to accept me when I feel as though I am at my worst.
I’m learning. There are days when I wish the learning process would go much faster than it is. Like today. I want to be there already.
I just stopped by to encourage somebody today. Starting with me. I don’t feel like a winner today. It’s a good thing life happens on its own terms and does not go by how I feel.
We got this. I know I say this often, but it’s true. We got this. Be encouraged.
asking for A Friend, Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: It feels like I’m running through quicksand. Goodness and gravy.
I want to thank so much to commenter who encouraged me about my Youtube channel. It meant a lot to me.
She made me recall why I started the channel in the first place. I’m not looking to be successful. I’m looking to be a source of encouragement. Simple. As that.
The same way as I pop on here to encourage people. I love this blog. It encourages me. It makes me laugh. I plan on blogging until I have no more breath.
Dealing through these days of power has taught me a lot. Going jobless for more than a year has taught me so much about my worth. I am still me. A broke me, but me.
I have been able to use this time to really focus on what is important in my life. Life is so much more than money.
I will be glad to get back to work, but work has now been put in its proper place.
Never again will I allow myself to be burnt out to the point where I can barely get out of bed. Never again will I dismiss my own needs and push my dream to the side. Never again will I put myself last. Never again.
The football season has started. I’m going to enjoy me some football, some coffee and yelling at Mom in heaven.
We are all already successful. In our own way. We need to cut ourselves more slack.
I’m looking forward to my job interview on Wednesday. No matter the outcome. I will do my best. I will keep moving forward. I will keep looking up. I’m asking that you do the same. Be encouraged.
asking for A Friend, Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: If you’re going through a hard patch right now, know that she should come out on the other end successfully. You can. You will. Enjoy the rest of your day.