I did not want to laugh today. I did.

I did not want to laugh today.

I did.

I did not wish to tell jokes today.

I did not feel like starting again today.

I did.

I did not care to have to care today.

I did.

I did not need to share my hurt with my sis today.

I did.

I wanted to run away and hide today.

I didn’t.

Not today.

Will I tomorrow?

Beats me. I am living one day at a time!

going even when I don’t want to,

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: I woke up in a vaguely annoyed mood. I have not been able to sleep much. Work has been ssoooooooooooooooooooooooo much work. Too much, in fact. Life has been soooooooooooooooo much work. Much too much, in fact. Remaining steadfast and hopeful has been sooooooooooooooooo much work. Much, much tooooooooooooooo much, in fact…*sigh*.

I am also vaguely annoyed as I am unable to take a long drive. I have not driven my car in forever and need to have her serviced and possibly a new battery. Finances, time, finances AND time, has been getting in the way of that.

To be blunt, finances AND time are also getting in the way of my dreams!!! Ack!! Crap!!

To be more truthful, I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired of finances and time getting in the way of my dreams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sigh*

Be encouraged. Especially, when you feel the most discouraged/disappointed/annoyed/fill in the rest.

I love you.

So does He.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

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