It’s time.
Time for me to be honest.
With me.
With Him.
With you.
Yesterday, I questioned everything. Everything!
My faith.
My faith in me.
My faith in Him.
My faith in my dreams.
The πͺ has destroyed what little financial room I had. I can’t move. I can’t breathe. I don’t know HOW to make up all the finances I have lost.
Today, I was honest. I just could NOT do the day. So, I didn’t. I gave myself the day to let my heart do what it needed to do. As for me? I slept. I ate chicken strips. Rinse. Repeat. ALL day. Wonderful.
What shall I DO tomorrow?
I wish I knew.
The only thing I DO know is I am going to be honest.
With me.
With God.
With you.
It sure can be hard to be honest with oneself. It’s super easy to lie to ourselves. I am doing my best not to do so. I owe myself the truth. I owe God the truth. I owe you the truth, beloveds.
I normally don’t look at numbers. The past couple of days I have peeked and saw a view here, two views there. I became discouraged.
Then, I became delighted. I was happy in the knowledge one or two or a few wandered by so I could let them know how very much they are loved and not alone. I tell you the same.
I hear a cup of coffee calling. Who is coming? Don’t forget the snacks!
asking for A Friend,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Be honest with you, beloveds. Be honest. If life is being a bit suckery right now it’s okay to say so. Life is sucking a big lemon for me at the moment. Ah, God. What the world are you doing? Hurry up and…just hurry. Asking for my friends.
One step.
One step.
One step.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on beingβ¦YOU!

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LOL I have a hedge fund friend?? π€
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Well, a girl can dream can’t I?π€·ββοΈππββοΈπ₯°π€£
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ROTFLMAO! The money in there is for you. Jaybird! That’s why I couldn’t find it! β€οΈ
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Stop that, Mags!π³π₯ππβ€οΈβπ©Ήβ€οΈ
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If you insist. It’s been something I wanted to do for a while. I’ve been shut down before, though. I get it. πβ€οΈβπ©Ήπ
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Okay, so that’s polite protestations that really mean hallelujah and thanks. ππ€£π₯°. I thank you. Now give it to your hedge fund friend and tell him to hook a sista up.π§π€£π
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Don’t empty your account!π³β€οΈβπ©Ήβ€οΈπβοΈβοΈ
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$Jaybirdforever is my cashapp. I spent all yesterday talking to folk whose only job was separating me from money I don’t have. Really shakes ones faith in humanity.
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Didn’t you have a Cash app account? If it still exists, I need help finding you. I have one now. I’d like to empty it in your direction… Let’s have coffee. βοΈβοΈβοΈ β€οΈβ€οΈβπ©Ήπ₯°
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Coffee! βοΈβοΈβοΈπ©π©π©. I put some out for Craig also.ππ₯°β€οΈβπ©Ήβ€οΈ
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