My feels are loud, right now.
My feels want to spill into/onto everything, right now.
My feels want me to feel everything in high definition, right now.
My feels want me to give up, right now.
My feels want me to run away somewhere and hide, right now.
My feels want to run amok and be as loud as they please without giving two damns about anyone hearing, right now.
My feels want to rage at The Universe for getting me in this uprooted mess, right now.
My feels want to just FFFFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLL DAMMIT, right now.
Right now, however, I have told my feels to sit down and to breathe, for now.
Breathe.
Rest.
Reflect.
Rinse.
Repeat.
Being uprooted can be terrifying. Being uprooted HAS been terrifying. Yet, I have found great comfort as I have continued to reach out and show my broken/tender/wounded heart.
I have been loved.
I have found that I am NOT alone.
Ah, God. Thanks for remaining silent so my voice can rise within me.
Be encouraged, beloveds. Continue to reach out for support and love. Continue to be good to yourself as you find your footing, once again.
I am shaken, still.
Still, my hope remains steady.
I have NO idea what the rest of this day shall bring. I shall greet whatever comes with hope in my heart. Still.
I fought the night, all night. The night won. Night kept dawn in it’s clutches much longer than it should have. Finally, Day wrenched itself from Night and Reality’s cold grips and gave itself to me.
Day: Make something of me, beloved. Life is too short to waste.
Me: K.
I am doing my bestest, beloveds, to make something of THIS day. I am not looking beyond this cup of coffee. Speaking of which, come have a cup with me. Someone bring some Herbal tea for Craig. He says no milk please/thanks.
asking for a friend,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Hang in there, beloveds. Don’t let your struggles lie to you. You WILL be okay. As will I. I refuse to allow fear to enter ANY equation for me, right now. I have been fighting with NOT being anxious since the tornado.
Fear not, beloveds. Remain hopeful. The best is yet to come. It just doesn’t FEEL like it. Do NOT allow your feels to run your right now. Acknowledge them. Listen to them. Feel them. Deal with them. Then, send them on their way and continue walking underneath your umbrella of love, hope and joy. I go with you. In case no one has told you today: I love you. So does He. Be encouraged…
One step.
One step.
One step.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on being…YOU!
- THE HAND FROM HEAVEN ✋🏾☁️🧻🤣
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
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