I wanted to get some new bath towels. I have been putting it all forever. I was too cheap to get me some decent ones. Instead, I use squaggled up towels that I have been using forever.
Finally, I close my eyes and order some decent bath towels.
SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSoooooooooooooo soft!
So wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwooooooooooonderful!
Who knew!?
My body was worth those bath towels. How ridiculous we are to deny ourselves some small comfort, because we don’t feel as though we are worth the extra few dollars. We are.
God has been dealing with my heart about worth. So many folk feel so unworthy. I used to feel that way. There are days when I still feel that way, because I don’t have a job yet. I wonder what my worth is to The Universe.
I’m not yet ready to work. I try to be. my heart just won’t let me. ever since the tornado my life feels like it’s at a standstill. My get up and go, has gone off and left!
My dreams are awake now. that they won’t abide being ignored. Not anymore. I don’t know what to do with these dreams. These dreams aren’t making me any money. I need money to live. I’m not sure what to do now. I used to be able to bribe my dreams. I used to tell them I will get to them later. The tornado has turned later into now. I don’t know what to do with my dreams now. I don’t know what to do with me now.
God is silent. The Universe is loud. I wish They would tell me what to do.
It’s taking everything within me not to want to go back to my old, comfortable ways. Like those old bath towels. Then, I remember the delicious feel of the new bath towels. Delicious.
I think I shall continue on with my new bath towels. How about you?
asking for A Friend,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: You are worth a little bit extra sometimes, beloveds. Be encouraged. I love me some you. Take care of yourself. You are much too precious to not do so.
One step.
One step.
One step.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on beingβ¦YOU!
