Be willing.

Be willing.

To hear from your critics.

Be willing.

To listen to your fears.

Be willing.

To sit with your doubts.

Be willing.

To be vulnerable.

Be willing.

To be redirected.

Be willing.

To tell yourself the truth.

Be willing.

To hear the truth.

One of the hardest things I have had to do/learn, beloveds, is all of the above.😳😁🥰

I’m finding that I have had to confront ALL of these barriers these last months. Particularly in the past few weeks.

I have had to face rejection over and over and over and over.

I have had to decide if I was going to continue to allow my heart to face the awful sting of being rejected/not seen over and over and over and over.

My pride angrily, through tears, keeps saying “h to the no!”😡

My dreams, through resolve, keeps saying “absolutely and all day!”🎯

My heart, through faith,  keeps whispering “just ONE more try”.⏳🙏

Old age, through experience, keeps saying “you’ve tried giving up on yourself before, remember?”

Ack.

I am siding with old age and my dreams.

When I forget about all the noise, beloveds, making these corny, not yet great videos is soooooooooooo much fun!

I enjoy encouraging folk. I enjoy the sound of my voice. I enjoy sitting at my desk to see what will come from this old heart of mine.

Focusing on bills, on what will probably never happen, snatches me back down to earth.

Shattered, humbled, and timid, I scramble up from scarred knees, to make my way back up Dream Mountain. I got thangs to do. Don’t you?

being willing with you,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Nuff said.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

• COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️‍🩹
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• REAL TALK: DESPISE NOT SMALL BEGINNINGS, BELOVEDS.👘🦺🥾👟🥿👞🩴👢🩰👡⛑️🔌🕯️🔎🖌️🖋️📢