I wanted to pick up my dream toys and go home. I still want to. This is what I texted my sis:
Am pretty discouraged. I did the last thing to do when launching by sending link out instead of waiting for the algorithm to suggest and send out my video.
YouTube sends to small sample of my subscribers and if they watch, they send to more folk etc. The problem is not the first video but no one watched the second onward so YouTube is not pushing them out. I could kick myself.
Terribly disappointed only the six folk watched. I appreciate the ones who did.
I know fam and friends typically do not rush to their folks channel. I could kick myself. I was super proud of accomplishing a goal of many years. I wasn’t thinking about folk living their lives.
I wish I wasn’t a creative person. I wish I didn’t care so much. I wish what I did paid the bills. I wish…
I decided to stop round and tell someone to hang in there. I started with me.
Be encouraged.
asking for A Friend,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Dreams can kick rocks today…
One step.
One step.
One step.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on being…YOU!
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
- REAL TALK: DESPISE NOT SMALL BEGINNINGS, BELOVEDS.👘🦺🥾👟🥿👞🩴👢🩰👡⛑️🔌🕯️🔎🖌️🖋️📢
Why Can't I Be Loud?! 