The things I NEED to know, in order to do what I need to do, I don’t know how to do…yet.

Yet.

Yet!

YET!!!!

OMG!!!!

The thing I need to DO, so I can make what I want, I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO YET!!!!!

I am pressing this, selecting that, trying the other.

ALL I have managed to do, beloveds, is spend three or four hours doing things wrong.

I keep telling myself to be patient. I keep fighting the urge to want to fling open the front door and hence my laptop over the balcony!!…*stamps foot*…*pout*.

Instead I have been:

Taking deep breaths.

Counting to 10.

Recounting to 10.

Telling myself to keep on counting to 10 so as not to snatch OPEN THE FRONT DOOR AND HEAVE MY LAPTOP OVER THE RAILING!!!!!!!!

Whew, it’s either laugh, cry, or toss my laptop over the railing.

I chose to laugh. I have taken a short break so I can listen to upbeat music to save my laptop from taking a beating.

The old me would have quit, angry, hours ago. The resolved me keeps reminding the old me that learning NEW things takes time. A lot of it, apparently.  Whew!

Things will come. I am following my heart. Finally. Ah, God, this feels good. Even the aggravating parts.

The things I NEED to know, in order to do what I need to do, I don’t know how to do…yet.

I’m waiting for yet to catch up with me!😤💯🥰🫶

waiting for yet,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Be encouraged, beloveds. Change takes time. Learning takes time. Be sure to carry enough joy and laughter with you to get through the aggravation. 😎

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

• COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️‍🩹
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