Never, have I ever.

Never, have I ever.

Felt more lost.

Never, have I ever.

Wanted to run away more than I do now.

Never, have I ever.

Felt more lonely.

Never, have I ever.

Been more determined.

Never, have I ever.

Been more hopeful.

Never, have I ever.

Felt more free.

Never, have I ever

Ah, beloveds. Never, have I ever,  felt soooooooo many emotions all at once!

When I lay, on the gurney, waiting for word if I had had yet another stroke, the thought crossed my mind that I really could die. I didn’t.

That knowledge fuels me now.

All I can think about is loving as many folk as I can. Whether I am loved, in return, is irrelevant to me.

Yes, my ❤️ heart longs. I’ll be 58 in November. I have not had a real hug in decades except from my big sis. I’m not sad about that. Just understanding.

Physically, my looks don’t ✋️ stop traffic. In fact  I’m sure I have caused a pile up or two, in the opposite direction 🤔…lol!

Still, I enjoy sharing my thoughts,  my heart. Here. Now. With whosoever will.

Jesus always went in look of the one. He knew the other 99 were already safe and protected. His heart, my heart searches for the one I need of love.

Be encouraged. You are loved As, am.

I am blessed. I was found. I pray 🙏 always for those who feel lost, who feel helpless, ones who feel afraid.

Pain is chasing me to my bed. In the meantime, be encouraged. I hope some have understood these shaky words.

Take care.

asking for A Friend,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

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One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

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