Stop predetermining the outcome, beloveds. You have NO idea how The Universe shall answer your ask, your try, your focus, your determination, your perseverance.
Ask!
Persevere!
Try!
Focus!
Determine to win, no matter the outcome.
asking for A Friend, Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: You’ll never know what you can do until you try.
My 60 inch television appears to no longer want to give up it’s bounty!
Add to that, the rent has been increased. Again…*sigh*
Aimlessly, wandering through the television channels has been my ONE true mindless source of entertainment…*sigh*
I have to laugh. Too dismayed all day to cry.
I must admit, beloveds, that I feel just like the black television screen:
Useless.
There, but unable to make it work.
Tantalizingly there but unusable.
Fresh hell.
I tell myself to move FORWARD.
I tell myself to look UP.
I tell myself…
Ah, shut up already, Cassandra!
I ask Life how long it plans to keep on lifing this way.
I ask The Universe to cut a sista a break already.
I am a bit too annoyed to ask God anything at the moment.
Still, I rise.
Yet, I fight on.
I choose to:
Laugh.
Encourage someone.
Love someone.
Starting with me.
I just stopped my what in the fresh hell is this, long enough to encourage someone.
This too, shall pass.
I truly am wondering how many straws I have left. I tell myself there can never be a last straw. I have too many things/thangs to do.
I can betcha that I will NOT look back on this time and laugh…lol.
We got this. Be sure to squeeze some joy out of the day. I am fixing to go make a cup of coffee and holler up to heaven at mom, for a spell. Ah, mom. Why did you have to run off and leave me at a time like this?
asking for A Friend, Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Don’t allow tough circumstances to cause you to see nothing but gloom and doom.
In times past, I would have wallowed in self pity for days. Life is much too short for that. Good yikes, tho. My 60 inch television…*pout*. That made me laugh out loud.
Someone cross their fingers for me. I have to take another assessment. Good grief, I have forgotten soooooooooooo much math!😳🤣🙏🛎
Note: Keep going. I know, life can be sooooooooo disappointing when we focus on what we thought should/could/would happen. I am doing my best to get rid of as many shoulda, coulda, and wouldas as I can.
I am proud of my fight this week. Be proud of yours.
I REFUSE to give away my peace, my joy, or my try.
Ha!
Hell to the naw!!!!
I have spent the last hour applying to three jobs I FINALLY found that were open. ALL the others were simply teasers who dangled the prospect but laughed when I hit apply.
I got mad.
I fussed at God. I found that satisfying. I fussed at God some more. We both laughed.
I fired up the blog to encourage folk.
I got mad at me for wanting to encourage folk when disappointment keeps handing me a series of behind kickings.
THAT made me mad!!
I told myself I would NOT waste my time encouraging a world who could care less about me!
I turned off the computer in a huff.
God laughed.
I laughed.
We both understood the assignment.
I made coffee.
I got back to being about being about it.
I told them jobs “I will be their plus one!” Now, they have 101 to consider!
You can’t be found, beloveds, if you don’t keep putting yourself out there!
Keep being the needle in the haystack. Someone is bound to get pricked sooner or later!🤣😁🤗
asking for A Friend, Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Be encouraged. This too, SHALL pass. Sometime in THIS century would be nice…