Use the bad for your good.

Sooooooooooooooooooo, Egads!

Yikes!

Whew!

What the what the???!!

Okay, so now I have had my mini fit, after finding out I won’t be getting paid until the internet gets back to internetting so I can get back to working from home…whew.

I can make a plan.

I can determine how I am going to be about being about it.

Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez, God, why the world do these tests have to keep being sooooooooooooooooooo hard?????

How about letting a sista learn on a beach somewhere whilst being grapes by a hunka hunka burnin’ love or sumpin’?

Anywho, I snagged a cup of coffee, jumped on the new laptop my big bro sent me….*hugs self deliciously*, and decided to pound out some pieces whilst determining what to DO with the time I have.

No since in wasting much of it lamenting about the money I am NOT earning and get to focusing on HOW to turn my gifts into actual cash, in my bank account…hhmm.

I am going to use this horribly tough/bad/sad/maddening time for my good.

I have MADE myself get up.

I have MADE myself get in my me time.

I have MADE myself reach out to fam/friends.

I have MADE myself call my boss to see what next steps are.

I have MADE myself continue to fight for my dreams.

I have MADE myself continue to be honest with ME.

I have MADE myself continue to be honest with God.

I have NO ide where God is.

I just know He is.

Enough for me.

Ah, beloveds, too many folk are wasting too much time on things that truly do not matter.

Believe me, folk, when those twin tornadoes were in my yard/town, the LAST thing on my mind was how bills were going to be paid!

The ONLY thing I was wanting to do was talked to the folk I loved. Period. End of story.

And, when the lights came on, the ONLY thing I want to do, STILL, is to love folk and let them know they are NOT alone.

I have NEVER, ever felt so lonely in the whole of my life. i have also never felt so loved and NOT alone. Such a weird dichotomy and space to be in.

Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: Get up. Look up. Go on. Asking forA Friend.

One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

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