God: Rest now.
Me: I can’t.
God: Rest. Now.
Me: I don’t know how.
God: Rest.
Me: I’m afraid to.
God: Why?
Me: I’m afraid I will/have run out of time.
God: I got you. Rest now.
Me: K.
Today, I rested.
Finally.
FINALLY!
What made me rest?
Finally being honest.
With me.
With God.
With fam.
With friends.
Fam understood.
Friends, seemingly or so I thought, either pretended I didn’t share or ignored me. See, beloveds, folk have been used to me keeping MY hurt/hard to myself, whilst bearing THEIR burden/hard so THEY could keep on keeping on.
God has been trying to get me to stop doing this for years.
Life has been trying to get me to stop doing this, for years.
The Universe has been trying to get me to stop doing this. For years!
What led me to stop doing this?
Sheer:
Exhaustion.
Fatigue.
Anger.
Frustration.
Resignation.
Acceptance.
Release.
I released ME, beloveds. I don’t blame THEM. I was the one who was forever toting water that was meant to be toted by others.
Now, I tote mine. And, I support others as they tote their own.
The main purpose of this blog, beloveds, is to gently try and pry the bucket from your willing hand(s). Put it down, beloveds. Back away. Rest now.
Rest.
Now.
asking for A Friend,
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Beloveds, you do NOT owe anyone anything. Yes, you love. Because, you CHOOSE to love. You don’t love simply to win/earn love, in return. Love shall ALWAYS love. It’s all Love knows.
Stop paying rent, beloveds. You do NOT have to perform to be seen, heard, loved and value. I see you. God sees you. The folk who truly care, sees you.
Lift up your head.
Open your heart and watch The Universe fill you with so much love you can’t but share it.
I love me some you. As does He. Love some you, will you? Asking for Your Friend.
One step.
One step.
One step.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on being…YOU!
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
- REAL TALK: DESPISE NOT SMALL BEGINNINGS, BELOVEDS.👘🦺🥾👟🥿👞🩴👢🩰👡⛑️🔌🕯️🔎🖌️🖋️📢
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