I have been sitting here. Quietly. Praying.
Then, I found myself talking to The Universe. About what I wanted to DO. With my life.
I told The Universe that I do NOT want to spend another second pursuing anything other than encouraging folk to keep going. Not another second.
After the tornado, I found myself in darkness. It was hot. I was hungry. All the food was ruined. There was no air. There was no power.
I felt helpless. I felt hopeless. Still, ALL I thought of was how soon I could get back to encouraging folk.
My phone had no battery life. My laptop had long since ran out of power. EVERYTHING I had that had power was long used up.
Still, I wondered what I could DO, when the lights came on.
The lights came on. I wonder, now, what I can DO. I feel helpless. I feel powerless. I have nothing. Save my words. Save me. Me is all I have ever had. Doesn’t seem enough. Not now.
Will it ever? Will I ever? Matter? I hope so. I pray so.
I am betting on me. Finally. So, I find myself putting in applications to The Universe. I am sending cover letters of what I hope to bring to the world. I am selling my skills, my try, my want to, my have to.
I am letting The Universe know of all I hope to give, to plan and to do in what time I have left here.
Ah, Universe. Open the door(s) for me. Allow me to spend ALL my day(s) letting folk know how truly special they are. Oh, Universe, expand yourself so I can reach in/up/down/through so I can help make and pave the way for others who seek to do the same as me. Ow, Universe. Your slowness is breaking my heart. Let this be my time.
asking for a friend(me),
Cassandra
#YourLifeMattersToMe
Note: Let The Universe know what you want. You don’t get what you don’t ask for…
One step.
One step.
One step.
You are loved.
You are NOT alone.
Keep on being…YOU!
- THE HAND FROM HEAVEN ✋🏾☁️🧻🤣
- COME SIT AT MY TABLE 🪑❤️🩹
- BELOVEDS, YOU CAN HAVE MY FLOWERS. I DON’T NEED THEM ANYMORE.
- Forgive them, Cassandra, God said to me
- Still In Love
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