Searching for something.

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I’ve been searching for something.

I’ve looked everywhere.

Something is missing.

Somehow.

Some way.

I can feel it.

IT.

WHAT am I looking for?

What is IT?

It has been calling me lately.

At first, a quiet whisper.

Later, a nagging itch.

Now, a silent roar.

It has taken over.

Everywhere.

It pursues me in my dreams. Awakened, I wonder where it is.

Restless, my days now seem empty. I don’t know what is missing. I just know there is SOMETHING missing.

Crap.

I must find it.

Where are you?

seeking,
Cassandra

#YourLifeMattersToMe

Note: I have been restless for days. My heart is desperately seeking SOMETHING,  beloveds. I have NO idea what it is.

My birthday is coming. I am now closer to 60 than I ever was to 50. I’m not sure how I feel about that.

Normally, I would have written my way out. I would have written dozens of inspiring pieces meant to encourage you and me.

This time, I have decided to sit with this. This unknowing. This unsettled feeling. This. It. Ah, God. What do I DO with me now? Asking for many friends.

This is a challenging time in history. Things are changing. Things have changed. Many things have gotten hopelessly worse.

I choose to continue to be a light. We shall make it through these times. Somehow. In case no one has told you today: I love you. So does He. Be encouraged.



One step.

One step.

One step.

You are loved.

You are NOT alone.

Keep on being…YOU!

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